This is something I typed one morning at PAX… there were a couple witnesses.
Was at PAX remember going up stairs same design as staircase at home
Tried to get ahold of girlfriend, unable to funny joke from friends about international problems,
Incorrect text to girls (I could read it) something about needing to do homework on her, gets turned into basically inviting her to a class
Invited too many girls to class they barge through a front door afew dudes show
Alpha male story on picnic tables infront of a rest stop
Fight strong guy (fought to my knees can’t win) tell him I will do nothing but work to become stronger and in 5 years will destroy him. Tell the guys there that they aren’t true alpha males but simply dumb animalistic guys females are genetically programmed to respond to.
Fight weak guy (push him up against gas pump he pulls a knife) I see a guy I know behind weak guy and ask him to toss me a gun he does but I miss it and it slides, we both run for it.
Killed weak guy as we get to gun I refer his knife and stab him in the chest with it.
Try to get phone number for 911 off an armored car
Called 911 call interrupted by cars fleeing hurricane flood I yell to her that someone has just driven off a bridge, a huge flood of water carries people and cars through a tunnel under the freeway that is below the raised rest stop
911 operator doesn’t hear I killed man because disaster gets to her
Stay at rest stop for a day or two it is all white I don’t remember other people there, its all white and to reach outside had to go through an empty room shaped exactly garage from home including going through the backdoor which would normally lead to the garage.
Wake up one morning to find guys stealing things from car, guy is standing at trunk of car lifting out t shirts and other equipment, somehow I know laptop isn’t in there.
They had another Z4 and were using a key I see 3 guys despite Z4 being a two seater
I try to chase them but something is wrong with my car (seat missing)
I can’t move fast enough despite them being on some kind of scooters now Z4 guy drove off
See them in red sports car they pile into with the scooters.
Police copter attempts to kill them with blades of rotors
I you turn and see car missing copter crashing something tells me to turn left
Down an alley. Catch up to criminals demand to be accepted into car stealing gang
Old man says funny quip similar to my father
(cut to me dialing phone) horrendous heartbreaking call to parents to tell them I won’t be coming home that I’ve killed a man and I’m going to begin stealing cars
(cut scene to time later) I go in with a woman from the gang we are using real estate information to find out which homes to rob (new business)
People constantly make promises to themselves that are rarely if ever kept. A huge offender of this is the dreaded New Years Resolution. I’m curious as to why people feel the need to wait and entire 365 days and sometimes 366 just to lie to themselves. I’m not trying to preach to anyone because I know also practice this activity. There’s been many promises made in my day and a lot of them I didn’t keep ranging from what not to eat or drink, who to hang out with, or how to spend my time. But at the time of making these promises I earnestly felt that I’d keep them, I’m curios if there is a way to ensure that the same conviction that made the promise can be carried through day to day life in order to ensure its completion. Say for instance something as going to the gym, its easy to buy the membership, easy to decide you’re going to go, its even easy to go buy a large amount of gym gear. But when it comes to actually getting off your behind and going that’s a whole other ball game. Putting down the videogames, hanging up the phone, telling your friends bye, that is tough. Even knowing that your goal has obvious and tangible advantages doesn’t even help. In light of the recent financial turmoil a significant amount of people are thinking towards education to ensure that they are kept away from the chopping block. But for some reason I don’t think that’s going to be the secret recipe for most people. Well maybe if I can ‘stay the course’ with my new commitments anyone can.
Was the flash so bright that Sean had to squint?
